It’s sad to realize that people closest to you don’t take your dream seriously. Feeling like no one really believes in what you do. It is depressing. They thought it’s just a waste of time and a big joke. They laugh about it. Criticize and judge you through it. The support you were expecting, if not given, crashes your soul. Inhibitions would pull and further ruin you. Understanding is all you want, but you can’t get it. As much as you wanted to be recognized; they discourage you. I’ve had it for the longest listening to people. Telling me that there’s nothing I can get from making my dreams come true. This time I would not let anyone put me down. It’s my goal and I’ll fulfil it.