He's been having a special connection with a guy who is already committed. It was a fling at first until it grew into something else. They were happy. Though chances of having a new love life with someone single came, he chose not to pursue. So they went back to their usual affair. The committed is slowly giving up what he has to be with him. Until he said it out one night: that if they would have the freedom to be together one day, he thinks he's not ready for a commitment yet. The committed guy was crashed and got confused.