Guilt and sorry, it’s what he felt when the other admits that he’s letting go of what they have. He initiates and insisted what he wants until the other gave in and join the ride, a ride of sure insanity and misery. Both were afraid and fearless at the same time. They enjoyed and had a great time; until the other became rational. When decisions were made all they can do was to let it be. Hurt, lonely and sorry; how can we be contained and be powerless to shout what we feel.