I put my blame on everything. Finding reasons to have my self excused. Defending and blabbing the best way I can, until it hit me. There’s no one to blame but me. If everything in life is so negative, it’s because I let it be. I attracted it so much that now it surrounds me. Fear has got the best of me, it creeps and brain washed every clear thought and positivity. It’s time to change, distress maybe? I need the rain to wash away all the pessimistic vibes corrupting me.