When all else failed and most efforts exerted, you give up and let it go. One can always say he finally accepted himself being single and happy, not the relationship type as they say. Deny it or accept it, deep in your heart you know you long for it. It’s always better to have a companionship to grow old with. Contentment is what everyone searches for. To whom contentment is shared would be a choice. I’m just say’n.