We were on our usual spot near the office, smoking. I was suddenly given an opportunity by a manager/smoke-mate from the foundation department. “Would you be willing to accept the position as the senior marketing officer for the foundation?” I was in shock. I can’t answer well. I was anxious. “Think about it, I’m giving you until tomorrow” he said. I’ve been a special events coordinator for more than a month. It’s a contractual position in the company-meaning; they can kick me out whenever they feel like doing so. In terms of liking my current job, I definitely fell in love with it. I can express my creative side which I love most. I am passionate with what I do. The fear of being kicked off is what I fear. From what I heard, efficiency is not enough to secure my job. From what I see, people from the foundation have lasted years in the business already. So it’s between passion and security. I chose the later part. I thought- it’s my choice to be passionate in what I do, whatever it may be. There are so many outlets I could think of to express my creativity, so I’d rather give up my current work and take a more secured position at the network. Wish me luck, until next update!